🎡 our song
a little guide to me

for the days you miss me β™‘

for the days you wonder where I am, why I haven't replied, or just need a little reassurance.

let's get to know my little world β†’
my ordinary days

my life is not always exciting.

Ada hari-hari yang isinya cuma bangun, kelas, tugas, workshop, makan, pulang, lalu tidur. But maybe knowing these little things makes the silence feel a little less scary.

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Campus

Somewhere between class, assignments, and trying not to lose my mind over deadlines.

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Workshop

Sometimes I'm surrounded by machines, tools, noise, and things that need my full attention.

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Assignments

My brain is probably running on 2% battery while I'm trying to survive another deadline.

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Rest

Sometimes I'm simply tired. I put my phone down, rest, sleep, and recharge.

if i don't reply...

don't let silence write the story.

WHAT YOU MIGHT THINK

"Dia mulai berubah."

WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY BE HAPPENING

Aku sedang duduk di workshop, tangan sibuk, HP di dalam tas.

WHAT YOU MIGHT THINK

"Dia nggak membalas karena sudah bosan."

WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY BE HAPPENING

Aku sedang mencoba menyelesaikan tiga hal sekaligus dan otakku sudah penuh.

WHAT YOU MIGHT THINK

"Dia online tapi nggak membalas aku."

WHAT MIGHT ACTUALLY BE HAPPENING

Aku mungkin cuma membuka HP sebentar untuk sesuatu yang penting.

are you overthinking?
If your mind is getting loud, come here.
things i want you to remember

Please keep these somewhere safe.

01 β€” You are loved even when I'm busy.
02 β€” A late reply isn't a change of heart.
03 β€” You can always ask me instead of assuming.
04 β€” My schedule can be chaotic. My feelings don't have to be.
05 β€” You're never a burden for needing reassurance.
06 β€” You don't have to earn my love by being perfect.
07 β€” You don't have to compete with anyone.
08 β€” If something bothers you, tell me. Don't carry it alone.
things i love about you

Click each card. β™‘

I love the way you...
membuat hal-hal kecil terasa lebih menyenangkan.
I love the way you...
selalu punya cerita untuk diceritakan kepadaku.
I love the way you...
bisa membuat hari biasa terasa sedikit lebih spesial.
I love the way you...
tetap menjadi dirimu sendiri.
letters for different days

Open when you need one.

πŸ’Œ Open when you miss me

Kalau kamu sedang kangen, stay here for a little while.

Aku mungkin nggak sedang berada di samping kamu sekarang, tapi bukan berarti kamu sedang sendirian.

I miss you too. β™‘

πŸ’Œ Open when I'm busy

Yes, I'm probably busy. But no, that doesn't mean I've forgotten you.

Let me finish what I have to do, okay? Setelah itu, aku akan kembali.

πŸ’Œ Open when you feel insecure

Kamu nggak harus membandingkan dirimu dengan siapa pun.

I'm with you because you're you. And that's enough.

πŸ’Œ Open when you had a bad day

Hari ini mungkin nggak berjalan seperti yang kamu mau.

Rest. Tomorrow can wait.
little things about me

Tell me something random.

Sometimes I need silence more than conversation.
things we still have to do

Our story isn't supposed to end on this page.

☐ pergi jalan berdua
☐ makan di tempat yang belum pernah kita coba
☐ foto bareng sebanyak-banyaknya
☐ punya satu hari tanpa memikirkan tugas
☐ ngobrol sampai lupa waktu
☐ membuat lebih banyak memories
☐ melakukan hal random bersama

more to be added...

if you miss me at night

Some moments are just quiet.

Maybe it's late. Maybe you're lying in bed, staring at your phone, thinking too much.

Kamu nggak perlu tahu aku sedang melakukan apa setiap menit untuk tahu bahwa aku masih sayang kamu.

Kamu nggak perlu mendapat balasan setiap saat untuk tahu bahwa kamu penting.

Some moments are just quiet. That's all they are. β™‘

πŸ” one last secret

There might be something hidden here.

Click the button five times.

You found this.

Aku membuat tempat ini bukan karena aku ingin kamu berhenti bertanya.

Aku membuatnya karena aku ingin kamu merasa cukup aman untuk bertanya kepadaku.

Aku tahu aku nggak sempurna. Aku bisa sibuk, capek, lupa melihat HP, dan punya hari yang berantakan.

"Tapi itu bukan berarti mungkin dia sudah nggak sayang."

Kalau suatu hari kamu ragu, come talk to me. Aku lebih ingin mendengar satu pertanyaan dari kamu daripada melihat kamu diam-diam membuat jawaban sendiri.

if you ever forget...

you don't have to wonder where you stand with me.

Even on my busiest days,
even when my phone is untouched for hours,
even when life gets loudβ€”

you are still my person. β™‘

So...
drink some water.
get some rest.
stop overthinking me.

I'll be here.